She is quite confused and it's about him.

She is quite confused and it's about him.
I need to vent so bad right now. It's about him. Who I'm going to refer to as Bugg, as in Jake Bugg because he's a love of mine at the moment. Bugg stresses me out.
I like to think he has no clue, but he does. Bugg this strange hold over me and he likes it. Thats sick, he likes how crap he makes me feel. That should stop me from liking Bugg, right?
Not that simple. Instead I'm just happy he cares, even in some sick manipulative way. Pathetic. As a little girl I promised myself I wouldn't ever be like this about anyone. I was a feminist from the first doll and dress.
I guess I've changed. I only wear dresses now afterall. Look at me.

He does not talk to me. Not at the moment. I can't be the one to talk to him. I can't. Will power girl, get some.

I'm scared he will reject me.

Please, just decide. Please, just leave me alone.





This makes no sense, I'm sorry. Please feel free to comment, I'm yet to get one and that would be really nice. Plus any advice would be nice also. I may attempt to write something which explains the predictment more clearly than this does.

~~Love and peace to all because I'm a kind mother fucker~~