She writes a letter she doesn't have the balls to send to him. She is crying as she writes this.

She writes a letter she doesn't have the balls to send to him. She is crying as she writes this.
Sometimes I think about what it would be like to be with you. Be with you. Simply. Just be together. Go on cute dates which I normally would hate, but it's with you. Walking with your hand in mine. Fingers intertwined. For you to make me laugh and I make you.
Sometimes I think about what it would be like to be with you. Be with you. Passionately. To see you enter the room and have to stop myself from jumping you there. For playful days alone. For doing things that only we know.
Sometimes I think about what it would be like to be with you. Be with you. Just you. Depending on your face to get me through the day. Having conversations which last hours. When I feel I have no where to turn I turn to you. When I'm feeling down and you pick me up. Having you to make my life worth living.
Sometimes I think about what it would be like to be with you. Be with you. Forever. Knowing that I'll never be alone and you will always be with me. That I always have a future as you are it. That one day we will have a beautiful life together. That we will get married and have babies. Which are half me and half you. Growing old and dying together.
Maybe one day you'll wake up and realise I'm here just waiting for you. For you to be mine, all mine.
I'm intense and I know it. But I think we would work, if you just gave us a chance. I would give you everything I have, everything.
The other day someone asked me if I'd ever been in love. Half of me hopes I'm not as this is hard and hurts. Half of me knows that I am. Knowing that you're happy makes me the happiest person on the planet. When you talk to me I just want you to talk forever.
You look at me and I want to know what you see. What you think of me.
I know that one day something more will happen between us, it has to. I don't know what I'd do if it doesn't.

The only girl who will ever feel quite like this for you.


~~Thanks to anyone who bothered reading this~~