She reflects on her life
I’m young enough for people to argue I haven't had enough of
a life to note. However I think I've been through enough for a life time. I've
been looking back on my childhood quite a bit really. I sometimes wonder how
its changed and shaped me. If I'd been different if it had been. I think I'd be
less insecure maybe. But I don't think I'd be as strong or have such a
perspective.
It may shock you if you've read my blog before as I seem
quite overly dramatic about little things (boys). However in reality I think I
don't allow things to bother me or at least I don't allow people to show that
they do.
That’s what brought me to write this blog, it’s a way for me
to express myself and just say what I'm thinking. I get scared of telling
people what has happened or what I'm thinking in case it changes their opinion
of me.
I used to lie a lot as a child to cover up the truth. My
lies were more innocent than the truth behind them.I've stopped now. I just don’t speak at all.
~~To not speaking but learning to type~~
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